Thursday, October 14, 2021

The process of becoming is also death ...

FROM THE POETIC VOICE OF KAYTLYNN KNYFYD*


The process of becoming is also death.

 

Death to what was, to nothingness, to otherness, to pride, 

to expectations, to dreams, to self.

 

To make room for the existence of tangible things, transformation, purpose.

 

Theyโ€™re two sides of the same coin

 

In order to be, what was before can be no longer

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Seems simple โ€ฆ but thereโ€™s a grit to it.

 

[There's] a truly human aching in the very tension of the process. 

To welcome the potterโ€™s firm hand in both the moments of formlessness and formation.

 

To respond to each jolt of the Shepherdโ€™s goad 

in surrender of oneโ€™s own clouded vision.

 

To grin and bear the cut and slice and trim of the gardener 

at the death of what you presumed growth.

 

What grief is that? And yet, what hope.

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So, may I have grace in the dual tides of becoming and unbecoming.

 

May all that I am be joyfully washed away in this season of metamorphosis.

 

May I hold the same admiration for myself 

as I did this little leaf in the thick of the process ...

 

... alive in its death, impactful in its very undoing.



*[Kaytlynn Knyfd an exuberant, lively insightful young friend on Facebook.]

 

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